सो.

my eyes are wet. sobbing in tears. but i assured that no one saw me. I'm very sad. it came to my mind the thinking of how do i live with the pain. i really miss him badly. in the airport, i was supposed to cry but i held it until i got home. seeing him walking away from me and waving his right hand goodbye upon entering the entrance for boarding. he is now far from me. it may count a year before I'll see him again. i hope not. because i will follow him soon.